So far i’m only a couple weeks into my summer. and well. Ive been thinking ALOT about ALOT of stuff. like Freshman year. What its gonna be like, what new friends im gonna make. all that stuff. I know that alot of people are gonna change ALOT. and honestly, i plan to be one of them. im just tired of same old same old. People always look at me like just a fun punching bag looking to make people laugh at all times. Well Im done. Im done being peoples shoulder to laugh on. People never take me serious. thats because im always just screwing around never being serious goofing off and acting like im 3. well im done. honestly, im done being crazy im done with everything.. i plan to go back a new person. completely changed.